It seems I'm extending the time between visits to basically three weeks. I just can't handle it anymore. I'm very hard on myself and I know that I'm not doing my best. I'm not caregiving. Nothing has happened with long term care yet. At some point the money will run out. Maybe it was a bad decision to put him in that place? From what I gather no other place will take him. Based on his behaviour. I'm currently on no lists that I know of. I don't believe he has officially been paneled yet. Although when it gets done , they back date from the time he started supportive housing. I'm really at a loss. I have a call in to the funeral home for a meeting next week to arrange things for the future. They called back and I haven't had the ability to call them again. Nerves I guess? Going to email home care tomorrow and see if there is any news. There is sooooo much I should be doing. I should be doing what I was doing when he was here. On the pho